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Xia XY - My Blahs

Currently
Monday, December 29, 2008

Feeling annoyed.

With what? My very own mother.

Its been a long time that I have anger issues, and I blame her. Gahh, I'm so mad right now I don't feel like talking to anyone, period.

Why does she has to be different from my friends' parents? Can't she be a little open-minded? Can't she accept her daughter for what she is now? Does she has to be so controlling?

Has she really learned anything after all the terrible incidents? Or am I really that selfish??

Yea, I know she gave birth to me, which is painful, and she raise me up, yes, I still respect her, but I'm just angry now, it's a feeling.

I am not allowed to display angry feelings in my very own house, which is why I like to take them out in this blog. Whenever I accidentally showed signs such as giving a sulky face or even slamming doors, I get freaking screaming from her.

Can you even imagine when she found out about my piercings and tattoos? Need I say more?

I feel like slamming something right now.

posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 9:14 PM, , links to this post