the best day of my life is the day that i die
Friday, June 29, 2007
I've been getting pretty weird these few days, sort of craving for attention since I don't really care for that. Maybe it's not attention I need, it's care I need, or maybe both? I don't know.
Been sleeping late these few days, addicted to the online business again like school days =) which means, more updates. xD
I'm supposed to be doing my hundred gazillions of assignments now, looks like the mood is not there. Sigh. Why is my life like that? I felt intimidated by little small things, worrying about this and that. And, *him*, that bastard.
My love life is so sucky. Everytime I fall for somebody, I give them super attention, but I never get what I want. What the fuck is wrong with me? I need to be appreciated, desperately! Guess I don't deserve that....sighhhhhh
Okay, I admit it! I do think of suicide sometimes, it's the biggest sin. So?
College stuffs have been okay for me. Already used to the surroundings, having breakfast early and skipping lunch on Tuesday.
I need a driving license desperately, so that I can drive off and fly into the sea. What a waste.
And here's another confession. Remember when I said that smoke and cigarrettes are disgusting. Yes, they are indeed disgusting and very unhealthy and cause ugliness. Have been doing "imaginery smoking" these days, kinda thinking of Bart smoking bubbles. What the fuck am I talking about?!
I fell in love with "umbrella" vs. Scott Simons. Very smooooooth.
Why does people like to show off? Aren't they bored with all those talents they have? I'm considered as the kind of person who can pull "weird" off easily and people seems to like it. =)
No, I'm definitely am not a lesbian. But I can kiss a girl.
~in the dark, you can't see shiny cars, and you need me there~
~took an oath, stick it to the end~
ey ey ey
I guess here's some pictures
| You Have Your Sarcastic Moments |
 While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. |
I <3 being sarcastic
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 9:09 PM,
