the best day of my life is the day that i die
Friday, June 29, 2007
I've been getting pretty weird these few days, sort of craving for attention since I don't really care for that. Maybe it's not attention I need, it's care I need, or maybe both? I don't know.
Been sleeping late these few days, addicted to the online business again like school days =) which means, more updates. xD
I'm supposed to be doing my hundred gazillions of assignments now, looks like the mood is not there. Sigh. Why is my life like that? I felt intimidated by little small things, worrying about this and that. And, *him*, that bastard.
My love life is so sucky. Everytime I fall for somebody, I give them super attention, but I never get what I want. What the fuck is wrong with me? I need to be appreciated, desperately! Guess I don't deserve that....sighhhhhh
Okay, I admit it! I do think of suicide sometimes, it's the biggest sin. So?
College stuffs have been okay for me. Already used to the surroundings, having breakfast early and skipping lunch on Tuesday.
I need a driving license desperately, so that I can drive off and fly into the sea. What a waste.
And here's another confession. Remember when I said that smoke and cigarrettes are disgusting. Yes, they are indeed disgusting and very unhealthy and cause ugliness. Have been doing "imaginery smoking" these days, kinda thinking of Bart smoking bubbles. What the fuck am I talking about?!
I fell in love with "umbrella" vs. Scott Simons. Very smooooooth.
Why does people like to show off? Aren't they bored with all those talents they have? I'm considered as the kind of person who can pull "weird" off easily and people seems to like it. =)
No, I'm definitely am not a lesbian. But I can kiss a girl.
~in the dark, you can't see shiny cars, and you need me there~
~took an oath, stick it to the end~
ey ey ey
I guess here's some pictures
| You Have Your Sarcastic Moments |
 While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. |
I <3 being sarcastic
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 9:09 PM,
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When It Rains
Monday, June 11, 2007
My Gosh...these few days have been like some kind of blast for me!! Good things have been happening and happening. I feel so freaking happy now (plus boring now), that's why I updated my blog now.. +.+
First thing first, the Mentor Mentee thing..I have one freakishly big hair on myself, and a personal hairstylist!! =) And a big choker/necklace!! Nah, you'll have to see the pictures to see myself have a blast. Unfortch though, I don't have them right now, so, I guess I'll post it in the next post.
I don't know why, my mood is like so so so super fully charged. But, I'm really pleased with the internet connection these days. I downloaded like 10++ albums and all it took is just one night and voila! Everything is finished by the time I moved my mouse.
Listening to the music now~~!! I'm so happy I sang along to the songs, and my aunt came in. She's like -shocked- to see me bobbing my head and singing singing. She said I'm having my very own karaoke in front of the computer. So embarrassing!!
Keeping my hair long. Right now, I'm thinking of having the rock chick long hair. Coz it's black and have red streak!!! And all I have to do now is not clean myself for weeks and I'll look like the girl version of the members of Greenday! Kidding-
People don't expect the changes on me. Especially my friends from high school. Back then, I was this punk girl, now, oh my gosh, I dare to wear skirts and super short shorts!! Hehe..shockers!!
But now I really wanna be a rock chick, with the dirty make up, dirty nails and all those!!! Like Courtney Love, the tattoos, the piercings and everything everything. That rock attitude that adults hate. And of course, a good voice for music! =)
Going to have a reunion this Saturday. No one is allowed to cancel it, or else I'm gonna be super pissed off as in super volcano blast and you'll hear me bitch talk!!!! Woooo, looking forward to it!!
I hate that transgender in Secret Recipe. He is super disgusting and a bitch! I hope he burn in hell and lost his lungs!! So does those suckers back there. They're showing such an uncivilized manners everywhere thinking they're so great. Motherfuckers they are!! I wish I have the license to kill just like 007 so that they disappear right before my eyes.
Why do boys do silly things? Hmmm...fuck them all!!!
| You Are Confident Sexy |
 You're one sexy chica, and you know it. You've got the confidence to strut your stuff... And approach any man who happens to catch your eye. You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie. |
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 4:59 PM,
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Sister Mary Innocent Lost Her Way
Sunday, June 3, 2007
Hye, it's been a long time. Really, really busy. So, where do we began? Let's just way last two weeks have been most interesting to me. Sadly though, I can't really spill them out. One hell of a crazy week I might say. Aiks...
Okay, where do I start? Well, college first. Things have been pretty much the same in class. Lecturers are just cramping our schedule. That's the reason why I'm quite busy. We had progress tests already, plus practical test and project. Arrghh..Really must work hard play hard! Damn, I just fucking sneeze.
Speaking of sneezing, I think I'm down with a flu or something. On the way home from college last Friday, it's been raining cats and dogs. I don't have an umbrella, unfortch! Well, I came home soaking wet. ARrgghghg
Yesterday seemed to be a nice day for me. My family went to some waterfall when I'm having my driving lessons. Means, I have the house all to myself. Haahahaha...And the Spongebob movie that I've been downloading has complete. Watched the movie for one and a half hour I think. Then I went downstairs to watch more TV. Woah!! Nickelodeon was having this Spongebob-a-thon for 4 hours straight! What luck!! Hahaha..
Driving lessons have been great for me. Though I just took them for 3 hours, means another 5 more hours to go. Let's just say I'm proud I didn't hit anything or anyone. God Bless Me!
Seems that working part time is not a good idea after all during education time. They tend to get your brains and body tired. So, no more working for me!! Right, Carrie?
Took this test for fun, maybe you girls should check 'em out:
| Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl |
 You rule through teasing and intimidation.. Yet, people would give the world to be your friend |
Well well well, never see that coming to me!! Maybe I'm really one mean mothafuckn biatch~~
A reminder to myself:
This is the first time you updated your blog since that crazy incident happen. Hope you remember this forever as it's important to your life and probably your future. Maybe, maybe not. Whatever happens, just be honest in your life and never hurt any other people anymore!
-Sigh- Sometimes I just wish this didn't happen, but it happened, I can't stop it. That's all.
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 11:18 AM,
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