First one after 7 months =)
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Yes, I know, it's 7 months. And I owe you guys 7 months of story telling. This would be one heck of a blog entry. Prepare to get blinded.
January
It's a new year. My 3rd semester in college. It's a short semester, which means less time to study(8 weeks), to do my assignments and projects and to finish up my exam. And also get an interview for next semester's industrial training. But I tried to take it slow. Started the semester with lots of bowling, cruising and fooling around. First 4 weeks are gone just like that. Blew it off for February.
February
Well, okay then, I have another 4 weeks till it reach exam time. I hate exams literally, who likes exams? Exams killed my brother. What a cruel thing!!! Spent this month catching up with the 2 freaking subjects which are as boring as your grandmother. Non-practical, all theories. I just hate studying. Studying and reading are completely different activities. Studying is so non-addictive, where as reading is freaking addictive that you are willing to splurge your money to buy more books which are all more than RM30. Every time I study, I'll fall asleep within the first 10 minutes, and then sleep again. Well, February sucks, because it's all studying, projects and assignments and some fucking club thing I wish I never get involved anymore.
Chinese New Year's this month also right? Spent it in Papar with my friends. Came back, got my car crashed by some fucking criminal person. Not the whole car, but my window. Just for a freaking bag which contains clothes and nothing more. What idiot! And what made me pissed is that the college's insurance is not willing to cover it because it "does-not-cover-thefts-but-covers-natural-disasters". What the fuck, natural disaster only happens like once a year, but thefts happen like every single day. Seems that the college is stupendously "smart" when buying insurance. Fuck insurance and fuck that person who crashed my car. Suck it, snort it, lick it, fuck it.
March
First week was exam week for short semester students (I guess). Since you know I hate studying, I still have to get with it. Eventually, I survived it (wonder how I can). Had a part time job back at my old times. As usual, I hated it. Well, I hate lots of things (shrug). Got to know one particular person. A jerk. A natural jerk. A fucking jerk. He does not deserve to be mentioned in my oh-so awesome blog. Well, just to tell you, he sucks and he cheated on me. And that girl he's with lied to me. Why do people think I'm stupid??? Like a girl which is 4 months pregnant can have flatter stomach than me. Like what the fuck! Now I know, people which are not as educated as me thinks they are freaking smart when they just have empty shells in their brains. And not only them, the mom of the jerk is a bitch too. Lets just say, uncivilized people are effing so not awesome. To think they can sink down to the level to claim that they are pregnant. Sluts whore bitch.
April
This month was and still is the hardest month I have to go through. Not only I have to put up with that jerk, my one and only brother passed away. I'm going to blame everyone in this issue. The family, the school, the friends. To think that I'm strong enough to get through this is such a white lie. I practically got worse and worse. Still am worse and fucked up. Now I hate everything in life. To have almost everything taken away it's not emotional anymore, it's just empty. RIP JIM. I respect you for your courage and your love. April's supposed to be a long blog, but it's hard to type that down when you're continuously swallowing all those hard times.
May
Is when I finally got it to my 4th semester. Got a training at some hotel around town. Been training till now. This training is supposed to make me busy and tired to think about issues. So not much, just working and training.
June
Had a small trip to attend my cousin's wedding. Congratulations Andy! You finally made it. =) And then continue my training. Now I just wish it will end soon. And oh, my first breakdown since my bro's ____.
July
Finally got a tattoo. I'll be talking on tattoos in this month. It's just so addictive. The pain, it's so wonderful. Probably another way to get through with my breakdowns. So expect me to get more. Just don't stop me. When I want it, I get it. And those people out there with fake tattoos, you're as fake as your tattoo. Screw you! Right in your face. <-- A tattoo which I like to get. Be very afraid, my tattoo costs 2 tissues full of blood and ink. So, get a tattoo if you dare.
August
Getting through August now. Practically nothing much, just got a crush on a guy (my tattoo artist) =) He's cute, but taken. =( But he asked for my number. =) And he got the same name as my bro's....
So how many "fuck"s, "suck"s, "screw"s and other very vulgar words in this blog?
That's me =)
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 12:16 PM,
