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Sunday, January 20, 2008
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 5:28 PM,
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the first of 2008
hey guys, i'm back, not really in the mood of blogging those "few" days. well, maybe i'm cured now =)
things have been difficult for me, i'm just trying my best to look my best, that's it. and right now, i'm suffering from a breakdown. one of my breakdowns actually, and i do write well during my breakdowns.
this is kinda like a phase where i just want to break free from negativities and rules. i've had enough! i'm constantly up and down. a moment i'm having a good mood, another moment i'm really pissed off. well, maybe i'm just one fucked up lil kid.
my friends were good sports during that time, but i just don't think that's what i really want. i don't know what i really want really. what is this? what is going on? why am i having this? do i really deserve all these?
seriously, i really missed my secondary school life, where i'm just a carefree lil kid, without at care in the world. now i'm exposed to this evil evil world, i just can't bear it, i don't think i have that strength.
this year is not gonna be a good year.
happy new year, guys.
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 5:20 PM,
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