You can't hide that fake smile
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Yesterday was quite an interesting day for me. I'm off today, by the way, in case you're wondering why am I so free blogging here. Let me tell you the story.
Once upon a time....Shit, I'm only kidding.
I had lunch with Fadil yesterday. Although the lunch break is only for one hour, but we had interesting conversations. And after that conversation, I realized that I'm a lucky person after all. I shouldn't be complaining about my life and all my problems. I should be blessed with them, because that's what we call life. And also after that amazing conversation, I began to respect Fadil more.
Fadil parents were divorced, like mine. He lived with his mother and his younger sister. But later his mom passed away (bless her soul). I can't even imagine if I'm in his shoes (touch wood)!! If I'm him, I will definitely cry until my eyes turn blind and then assume my life is a total mess. But Fadil just say, why must we all cry? Will crying undo the past? We still have to live with it no matter what. After he said that, I'm like, WOW! This guy is totally brave and strong, very MAN!!! Hahahaha..And this is how Fadil looks like:
He's got this really cool piercing on his lips. Everytime I see him, I feel like pulling that. And oh, he's in a band too, he's a drummer. And he said he will be participating in a competition - singing competition. Man, could this guy sing! And you know what, whatever you do, dude, I will always support you man!!
And here are the pictures that I took when I brought my baby camera to work, feast your eyes on the goings of Secret Recipe, wuahahahahahaha....
The mayat is actually Spencer. That poor poor guy, he was super sick that day. And so cold. T.T He was on sick leave for 2 days. I felt so sorry for him. But not to worry, he's healthy already. He came to work yesterday.
Later on that day, I took some time off to "SS". You know what SS is? It means Syok Sendiri in Malay, which roughly means taking pictures of yourself or looking at the mirror admiring at yourself and stuff like that. Get the idea? After taking soooo many pictures, only two of these can be posted (others, I don't think you want to see it =.=).
Actually, many interesting things happened at work these few days. There's the sexy Andre. We have this customer survey, and one of the question is :
" To help us serve you better, what else should we do in order to give you the best service?"
And somebody wrote this, I can't remember exactly what is written there, but it roughly means
" Keep up the good work, I like the people here, especially this waiter called Andre. He's so sexy, tasty and delicious. He's very hot too! I luv him. I want to be a couple with him "
From that day onwards, Andre became the sexy hot man in Secret Recipe! Peace yo! yo!
Remember that time when I mentioned there's this little boy who goes by the name 'Kelvin'? Oh, don't remember? Well, long story short, we met in the shop, he claimed that he knew me when I was young. We exchanged number, me assuming that we are childhood friends that it's okay I give him my number. Later on, he wants to be my boyfriend. Of course the answer is NO. Little boys with too much pride is not in my book at all. Days later, I saw him while I was window shopping with Carrie. I pretended not to see him. I really dislike him, he's really annoying, like a little boy! He noticed my actions later on, and texted me asking why did I do that. Then he came with all those annoying things. To get rid of him, I purposely created an argument. I thought he's not calling me anymore and you know what? Continue to the next paragraph!
This incident happened last night. The restaurant is quite free, I'm just standing there minding my own business and suddenly the phone vibrated (I left it in silent, because I'm at work). A number which isn't on my phone list appeared, of course I answered it. Who knows, little boy changed his phone number, using that unfamiliar number. I didn't know who's on the line, so I asked, "Who are you, sir?"
And the voice opposite the line said, "You don't know me?"
"Of course I don't know you, your phone number is not on my phone book and why the hell should I know you?"
Suddenly, Jolin said, " Boss is coming!!!!"
Then it suddenly hit me, like a hurricane that blew me right to a wall, it's little boy!! And the boss is coming, I had no choice but to slam the phone and pretended nothing happened. So glad the boss came and saved me from the annoying phone conversation. Then later, little boy texted me, this is exactly what he written: Erm, never mind la. Maybe you don't want talk with me. I just want to say sorry for what I've done. That's all, sorry.
Of course I didn't text him back, I'm a mean person!
I started thinking of just writing little stuff, but it turns out long, not longer than Glen's comment though, what a writer!
xoxo
i'm out!
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 5:17 PM,
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Do you like Estrogen?
Monday, January 22, 2007
Glen wrote another super long comment for me. Thanks man! Everytime I think about my problems I think of your comments. To thank you, I'll post some of your pictures of you. Wuahahahaha!!!
Edward and me went and watch Forbidden Siren. The movie sucks! I can't believe it's a top selling movie in Japan. People obviously needs to play the game to understand what the hell the movie is talking about. The fun part about the movie is everytime something scary showed up, pondans behind us start screaming. I was laughing loud there. LOL!
I wanted to post the movie's poster out. The movie sucks and the official website also sucks! Everything just lag right there and not one poster came out. Just pictures from the movie.
I brought my camera last few days and took a few pictures at work. Was thinking of Photoshop it. But then I forgot to download any image editor since I changed my motherboard. Shit! Then now I have to start downloading it and wait for almost 2 hours. Finally it's finished. But I don't have time to do the pictures now. I'm gonna be late for work!
xoxo
love
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 12:37 PM,
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Fatal Wound
Friday, January 19, 2007
Glen finally posted a really really long comment for me. And Peta too. Thanks, you guys! Yes, it's true, of all the negativity that I see, there's still some good things going on in my life. I shouldn't be so narrow minded.
When I was a small girl, I have a complete family. Mom and Dad are just Mom and Dad to me. As I grew, family problems start to grow. Mom and Dad fought a lot. I don't know if I'm involved in their fight. Mom cried. Dad become drunk and aggressive. He doesn't have a steady job for all I know. Every now and then, people asked me what does my father do, I'll just shrug.
Then, we are separated. We are here, he's there. But I'm still okay with it. I don't need any sympathies with this problem. I just want to be strong and live without a father. My mom promised she will take care of us. And she kept her promise. Respect her. She bear with me and my brother and she's still beautiful and strong. How I wish I could have her spirits.
Moving to this place is something valuable to me. I get to adapt in a new environment, I get to move houses, and I get to meet amazing friends. The three of us seemed to be inseparable. That's how a good family should be. I'm glad things happened this way. We don't need him to live.
Things start getting better and better. I met really really good friends. Caring and loving. Considerate and all. I sure wish I cherish them when I can. I still will. Whenever I'm down, they encourage me and lift my spirits. We had fun together and still having fun.
It's true I don't need any "special partner" right now. Or ever. I can be like my mom. Single and carefree. People often looked down on the single status people. They will start talking about the future. What if you die and nobody to bury you? I don't care! When I'm dead, I don't wish for a grand funeral or what. I don't care if I'm left at a corner to rot. What I care is that I have to live my life to the fullest and never let myself down all the time. That's my new year's resolution.
Live everyday like it's my last day!
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 11:01 AM,
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Giving my life to it
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Oh my God! I've been a sucker to computers now. Ever since I'd lost all my songs and videos because of a fucked-up motherboard, my life have been crushed. I'm not over-reacting. It's true, since that unfortunate incident, I had not been downloading any songs. Crushed.
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 8:33 PM,
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We have to take our clothes off, to have a good time
I'm off today! Yay me! An off day is actually kinda boring, I have nothing to do except watch TV, computer, and eat. Look out for the calories~~
I've changed the template, I lost my beautiful picture, sob sob, damn Photobucket exceeding shit!!! The dragon's pretty though, not as good as the one in Eragon...
Edward came over today to upload his songs, but his lousy PSP don't have enough memory for the songs, wuahahahaha. Damn! Wasted my time on ripping the MP3s...
And oh, yesterday wasn't a good day for me. This damn retarded ass hole has been following me ever since I got down the bus. He's scary looking, kinda look like this
Seriously, like this. Exactly what the picture described! I thought I was in his way, so I let him go, but he kept walking beside me, looking at me and smiling (look at the picture). Then it suddenly hit me, this guy is a pervert! So I walked fast, he walked fast too, I slowed down my pace, he slowed down too. If there wasn't so many people, I'd hit him. Man, that was one scary experience. Thank God I'm still in one piece though.
He followed me from the bus station to Asia City, and finally left me when I'm going to cross the road to Centre Point. Although he's out of sight, my heart is really beating fast. Then Edward saw me, I smiled and didn't talk to him, he was on his break while I'm on the way to work. Later then he asked me, "How come your face so white?"
You don't need me to tell the whole story to know the story right? Just imagine if you're me...what would you do??
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 5:59 PM,
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See here? it's my official blahs
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Hey y'all, it's been long and I know that. Been kinda busy these few days and I don't even have the time to on my computer.
On with the updates, all on the job, I guess. Jolin and "Carrie" joined in, how happy could I get? The job's been good for the past few days, until yesterday....
I've been blamed for something I didn't do, and it's all because of those fucking faggot's fault. What do you think I am? Chopped liver?
And, my schedule??! For God's sakes, I've been following up the schedule and you want me to do overtime because I am following you? You should've informed me earlier on instead of telling me at that moment. You of all people didn't need arrangements, but I need proper arrangements. I'm still and kid and I admit it, but you're a grown up with a manager position and you should know how to handle these kinds of things!! I can't drive you know?
And then, there comes Din, the nightmare of the job. Thinks I'm some kind of cheap slut to take advantage of. He did it not only once but TWICE. But no no no no no, I am strong (yeah right) and I believe what's right for me. I don't care if he's a fucking senior or what, but that is definitely wrong wrong wrong! Dunzo!!!
Kelvin came along with his super confident "I date older girls" "I will wait for you to like me" I mean duh~! What I was addressing is obviously a rejection you know? Dating younger boys? Not my thing. I'm not into that.
And oh, Happy New Year!!
xoxo
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 10:04 AM,
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