Currently
Monday, December 29, 2008
Feeling annoyed.
With what? My very own mother.
Its been a long time that I have anger issues, and I blame her. Gahh, I'm so mad right now I don't feel like talking to anyone, period.
Why does she has to be different from my friends' parents? Can't she be a little open-minded? Can't she accept her daughter for what she is now? Does she has to be so controlling?
Has she really learned anything after all the terrible incidents? Or am I really that selfish??
Yea, I know she gave birth to me, which is painful, and she raise me up, yes, I still respect her, but I'm just angry now, it's a feeling.
I am not allowed to display angry feelings in my very own house, which is why I like to take them out in this blog. Whenever I accidentally showed signs such as giving a sulky face or even slamming doors, I get freaking screaming from her.
Can you even imagine when she found out about my piercings and tattoos? Need I say more?
I feel like slamming something right now.
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 9:14 PM,
2 Comments:
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At February 11, 2009 at 9:05:00 AM GMT+8,
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sigh. the only solution i got to this kind of problem is to move out and be independent. that is what i'm working towards.
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At March 27, 2009 at 1:19:00 AM GMT+8,
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try to cool down and think from her point of view....maybe she doing this just to get your attention.well you knw now she only have u in her life.....