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Saturday, August 23, 2008
You don't have sleep because I can hear your heart beat fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink....
My emotions are really unstable. Sometimes I think of this, and sometimes I think of that. My head aches, my muscles aches. I'm not myself.
Every time I become unstable, I think of piercing myself and tattooing. It's like the pain inside is now spreading to the outside. The only thing that can make me numb is the pain. The Pain. Am I seriously ruining my life? I hate everything I see, I hear, I feel. If only someone can see how wrecked I am.
Why do I always keep a strong head up even though things are not good. It's not making sense anymore. I don't care what people feel about me, and I don't care what their feelings are anymore. I don't care if they are hurt by words that came out from my mouth. They are all peasants to me now. What's my problem? I think I'm just empty.
Currently filling my life with some stuffs to make me less bored.
1. Waiting for the new season of Desperate Housewives. (Yes, I love to watch desperations)
2. Wishing CSI airs every single day and every single hour of my life. Nobody can deny that the series are superbly brilliant. I don't know why I so hooked by it by now. Every time I watch every episode my mind is like blown away. It's awesomely awesome! (Eddie is so cute >.<)
3. Reading thick novels (just finished one). I need to buy more!
4. Thinking of stuffs to write down in this blog. =)
5. Wishing China would stop winning those Olympic Golds and give other countries some chances, like Malaysia. Poor LCW. Never mind, you're still cute to me =)
6. Michael Phelps.
7. Thinking of designs that are forever going to be on me.
8. Hate boys/men.
9. Wishing of the end of practical. =(
Listing down stuffs are great.
and 10. Miley Cyrus' brother. ^^
I think I love writing about my life. My pathetic little life. There must be something I'm grateful for. I'll list that down in the future. =p
My cousin left KK for the US. All I can say is the best for him. I love his cooking. It's always creamy and rich!
Waiting for the puppies to grow up!
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 9:41 PM,
1 Comments:
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At August 24, 2008 at 12:22:00 AM GMT+8,
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Erm.. Ok.... Quite some posts. It's been already a while (really a while) you didn't update your blog. For months I have been waiting for you to update your blog, and finally... OMG~ It's really been months now.. Haha.. All I can see, again and again, for months ago, is the same full of pictures post. I understand what have you been through (at least a little)... Actually, I thought you are a strong person. After your bro's_______ , you have been completely silent in anyways after that (as for me).. I feel really really really sorry for your brother.. When I got the news, I was actually in a BBQ party, and I was really in shock.. I wanted to call you, but I was afraid I will disturbing you emotion and will be called '3 pat'. But I believe you can go through it... BE STRONG GIRL~!!!!! NO ONE IS STRONGER THAN YOU ARE~!!!! Haha.. Hmmmm.... And I still can't believe you tattoo-ed yourself.. OMG.. But it's a really beautiful tattoo.. Hope the guy u mentioned same with your tattoo... Haha.. It's really quite a while I didn't hear anything about you. I thought you wanted to stop contacting with all of us. Hmm........ Anyway, beside my laptop now, there is a donut (which I don't know where my mom bought it for me), and anyone in this world knows donut is round-shaped, (If you don't know, now you know. And in addition, you also know that you are completely an IDIOT.), life is like a donut (In some ways). Humanity's life is in a circle, when you meet the bad-s in your life, and you also will meet the good-s in your life. And it goes from bad to good, good to bad and it goes and goes and goes and goes again. And again, if there is a "welcome", then there will be a "farewell" too (I don't know how to say this... =.=|||).. Haha.... I don't think you will completely understand what am I talking about here (coz' of my bad english), right? Haha.. Anyway, my point here is, life is like a wheel, it keeps spinning.. spin spin spin and spin....... When there's a "hello", then there will be a "bye"..... Haha... So, just keep be STRONG~ Don't let anyone or anything let yourself down~ And I want to hear from your blog again.. Dont be lazy on ypur blog... Huahahahahahahahahahahaha...
k la.. enough from me.. hehe
bye2...
GLENdenver