The heat of summer sunshine, I'll kiss you
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
This blog is starting to be a weekly post more than a daily post, wahahahahaaaaaa (choke choke)...
Yah, I'm kinda free this week, been coming home early and not doing anymore overtime due to stingy bosses, hehehe. May as well do some blogging for you guys/(guy).
Last week, went for movie with other 10 Secret Recipe staffs, damn I'm so tired that day, but who can kick off a treat by our very own Mr. Andy!! Nyaaaaa. STOMP THE YARD.
This show is a little like You Got Served (which featured the so hot Wade) because of the tie at the competition. A little more modern and black. More cool moves and choreography. The drama sucks and I love it (no more dramas). =) The two teams are the Serpents and the Wolves. And the Serpents won, yay for me because I'm born at the year of Serpent~~ =.= By the way, after the movie, Ken/Patches kept doing the Serpent dance moves with the hissing noise. SSSSssssSSSSssSSSSssss. And then later we blasted again at Andy's car.
Not to brag, I got a compliment from Glen yesterday while chatting with him. He said my blog is fun to read. I almost cried out of joy. Hehehehe (blushing)....
Also chatted with Ah Hao, my Si Fu!! The person I trusted and respected. He's a really good person, unlike those fakers at Secret Recipe (excluding Shau Tenk and Jolin la...). He also really really loves to show off his girlfriend. Nyehehehehe...But he's really a good good person. He can bear with pain. I remember the first day when I'm working at Secret Recipe, he told me this very very important message :-
"Actually, you know kan, I'm a very handsome fellow. And you can't deny it."
Then you know the rest of the story. Of course he's just kidding. He's quite good looking actually... =p
Today, I've learnt this very important lesson, although I knew it for a long long time, I just need to keep reminding myself of this lesson. Never trust people who are good to you. My god, lots of betrayers in Secret Recipe nowadays. Bitches and bitches of them. We've got betrayers and problem-minded people (Daniel). Blech
Went for supper with Janet and Lau Lau last week. It's been long since I've had supper with Janet already. And we had Sushis, chicken wings, wa tan hoe, dumplings, oysters, fried noodles....really full and tired. But it was so much worth it!!!
Chatted with Ah Chan too yesterday, reminiscing about those good times. Makes me think of Tommy Lee too (wink wink). She really loves to snatch Fui Zu's seat and sit with Jolin, hehehe. And I reminded her about the canteen and the bad things we did....Woahhh
See? My life is not that bad anyway, got a few ups and downs and still alive and facing them bravely. I'm gonna stick to my oath this year!!
Come on bring it!!
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 8:06 PM,
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Who cares what they say about me?
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Well, actually, I used to care about what people say about me. About my flaws and all that. That's why I kept trying to keep myself prim and proper. But now, this means shit to me already.
This week has been quite interesting for me. Sorry, no pictures in this post too, blame me. I realized that I'm a forgiving person actually ( =.= ). After all those feud with Edward and all that, I was the one who got the guts to patch things up (or I have to face up with his long look). But we weren't like the BFF type now ever since that incident. Not that I want to be BFF with him now, just friends I think might be more suitable. You might think I'm a good person (kononnya) but you just don't know the real me yet. I'm full of evil schemes inside and those of you, remember the iced lemon tea + soap incident?
I'm sorry for all those things I've caused. Like troubling Carrie to look for other transportation ever since I'm not following Edward now. And troubling people to changed schedule to fit for them and all that. Sorry, my good people.
Connection here has been shit. I've been downloading this album for like 3 weeks and it still hasn't even completed yet. But what to do? All I do was illegal downloading and this is what I have to wait. Oh well, continue waiting then...
Now that I'm not following Edward's car home now, I've got myself a "new driver" (sorry, I can't find another word to replace that). Now, now, lets have some sense of humour and be adults. Been following Andy's car, plus he's living around the area. The first day I followed him, it's been fun. That day was supposed to be a dark and gloomy day for me. Because of that Edward thing, I cried, "dad" called and asked crappy questions. Thank God there are people who cared, I just loved them to death! By the night, my mood just turned, people just don't believe how fast that transformation was. Keezul's aunt gave me 50 bucks for my tips. That's the most I've ever got. What did I do to deserve it? I wonder...
After that, we all went for supper. Andy, Fafa, Kent and Mark! All on me (cos I have the 50 bucks of course) haha. And Fafa kept making fun of my Malay. I know I know, I sounded Cina beng like. But the way he talked just made me laughed and laughed. And then he used the classic Malay to talk to me, it still made me laughed. And in Andy's car, completely the opposite if compared to Edward's car - totally unbored!!!
So happy today, got 3 discs of songs to load into my MP3!! They're still ripping though, nah, it's okay, I still can listen to them!!!
My star signs mentioned that I should stay positive this whole month and I kept this promise to myself and this is also one of my New Year's Resolution!
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 2:16 PM,
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Back me down from backing up
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Here's something to tell finally,
Wanna know my SPM results? They're finally out...wahahahahaha
BAHASA MELAYU 3B
BAHASA INGGERIS 1A
PENGETAHUAN MORAL 1A
SEJARAH 3B
MATEMATIK 1A
SAINS 1A
GEOGRAFI 2A
PRINSIP AKAUN 1A
PERDAGANGAN 1A
BAHASA CINA 6C
What the fuck is wrong with that C? Really spoils the view, I'm really a B-A-N-A-N-A
Thing's have been frustrating this week for me, tired and frustrating. There's something I want to ask some male opinion. Does rejection ruins friendship? And to Edward, I'm asking you that question. Yes, I dare to bitch! I'm no different from other girls, I'm just normal and that's it. Don't think of me as some alien or something. Different, Pah!! I hope you read this post and think deep, deep in your heart, scramble up your brains and think!
I mean, what the fuck with that long face. I mean, it's just rejection, not the end of the world. And you have to go all around the world and that really really makes me mad. I have to explain, explain and explain and yet you just don't believe me. Rejection doesn't necessary means that I hate you and it doesn't means that I don't want to be your friend. And, I also think that you are very, very desperate. What's wrong with being single and free? You get to do what you want to do without a leash tied to your neck.
And, another thing, your immature childish behavior is begin to freak me out. Chill man, chill. I like the times when we're friends, going movies, having late supper and all that. Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great.
The fact that you don't like me and other people getting close doesn't stop me at all. I want to be close with any people I want. Don't tie me. You killing mood doesn't scare me, it just make me stronger and tougher. I have muscles in my heart and head!
Whew.
And on with happier things. Went to school last Friday for the Sport's Day. Glad I didn't miss it. The cheerleading is still great and I like the fact that 4 houses teamed up and do their thing together!! We also get to meet up with old friends, chat laugh and laugh more! And I also get to sell "gai tiu" with them!!! "Gai tiu, gai tiu, chi le hui miao tiao!"<--Jervis!
Result day also went well, we get to take pictures. But the star is our own little Miss Melisa! The genius among us common peasants! Congrates on having the 17A1s you deserve and much love from me (the person who jumped happily like a monkey even though she just gets 7As).
Glad that happy things happened when frustration is in my head. Kind of keep me balanced and healthy!
-Out-
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 1:29 PM,
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This heart beats for only you
Thursday, March 8, 2007
Hey there bloggy,
Nothing big happened since I've last blog. Yeah, life has been interestingly boring. Except that, my moment of truth will be near - 12th of March. SPM results are coming!!!! Get your guns ready people!!
Yeah, just to post to everybody to tell them good luck!!
And I love my darling.
To myself: stay positive always
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 2:00 PM,
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