Who cares what they say about me?
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Well, actually, I used to care about what people say about me. About my flaws and all that. That's why I kept trying to keep myself prim and proper. But now, this means shit to me already.
This week has been quite interesting for me. Sorry, no pictures in this post too, blame me. I realized that I'm a forgiving person actually ( =.= ). After all those feud with Edward and all that, I was the one who got the guts to patch things up (or I have to face up with his long look). But we weren't like the BFF type now ever since that incident. Not that I want to be BFF with him now, just friends I think might be more suitable. You might think I'm a good person (kononnya) but you just don't know the real me yet. I'm full of evil schemes inside and those of you, remember the iced lemon tea + soap incident?
I'm sorry for all those things I've caused. Like troubling Carrie to look for other transportation ever since I'm not following Edward now. And troubling people to changed schedule to fit for them and all that. Sorry, my good people.
Connection here has been shit. I've been downloading this album for like 3 weeks and it still hasn't even completed yet. But what to do? All I do was illegal downloading and this is what I have to wait. Oh well, continue waiting then...
Now that I'm not following Edward's car home now, I've got myself a "new driver" (sorry, I can't find another word to replace that). Now, now, lets have some sense of humour and be adults. Been following Andy's car, plus he's living around the area. The first day I followed him, it's been fun. That day was supposed to be a dark and gloomy day for me. Because of that Edward thing, I cried, "dad" called and asked crappy questions. Thank God there are people who cared, I just loved them to death! By the night, my mood just turned, people just don't believe how fast that transformation was. Keezul's aunt gave me 50 bucks for my tips. That's the most I've ever got. What did I do to deserve it? I wonder...
After that, we all went for supper. Andy, Fafa, Kent and Mark! All on me (cos I have the 50 bucks of course) haha. And Fafa kept making fun of my Malay. I know I know, I sounded Cina beng like. But the way he talked just made me laughed and laughed. And then he used the classic Malay to talk to me, it still made me laughed. And in Andy's car, completely the opposite if compared to Edward's car - totally unbored!!!
So happy today, got 3 discs of songs to load into my MP3!! They're still ripping though, nah, it's okay, I still can listen to them!!!
My star signs mentioned that I should stay positive this whole month and I kept this promise to myself and this is also one of my New Year's Resolution!
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 2:16 PM,
