Vivi Baby
Friday, August 31, 2007
I have thought of many things to blog these past few days, hopefully I remember most of them.
Yess!!! Blogger is providing a "Video" button to upload our videos directly into posts without "coding" them!!! Maybe someday I'll video blog, to save all the typing time, and for my fingers' sake.
So yeah, I went back to work for just FIVE days, I just want my mom to shut up and stop nagging. She's been nagging ever since the first day of the holiday for me to go back to work. I hate it, because:
- I don't like the people there. There are over the limit sometimes, and not logistic at all.
- I left many bitter histories there. Which is not nice for me to go back.
- I'm lazy.
- I bitch of the people there after working, because I just freaking hate them.
Sigh, I'll write something regarding the 4th point. =) Maybe this blog, or some blog later.
But first and foremost! I finally got my car! It's a solid white Viva, 1000CC. Although I don't know much about cars, but this car satisfies me, that's all. I love it, and I'll polish it tomorrow before I go to college and go to work. Got it yesterday, never even thought of getting it at all. It just happened when I was on the bus on the way home and mom told me not to go home, just wait at the bus stop, she wants to pick me up. Then when I got on the car, she told me, we're gonna get your car now!
You can imagine my expression, I was so tired at then, still wearing my fugly working attire (black head to toe). And suddenly my eyes glint, kleeeng, hahaha, the first person I told is *him*. Which means, he's gonna be my first passenger other than my own family. My bro got the honour of being my VERY FIRST passenger. Then, it was my mom and my aunt.
I drove it to work today, which is National Day. And now I know the disadvantage of having a car - HARD TO FIND PARKING! It took me a few rounds to finally give up and go into the parking lot. And you know what? I wore my grandfather's sunglasses, which is super retro, I tell you. One day I'll show you! For now, I'm not gonna posts pictures in this blog, it's such a drag.
Tomorrow, I'm going back to college to settle some enrolment stuffs and to take my result. ~shudder~ Mom doesn't wants to come with me! Means that I drive alone tomorrow again! Oh no! If Shin follows my car, it means *he* won't be my first passenger? Bah, it's okay, *he'll* be my first male passenger other than my family, hehehe XD!
I need to burn some CDs in the car for me! Malaysian radio sucks! But mom finished all my empty CDs to burn her karaoke CDs. NOOOOOOoooooOOOOoooooo
Having a car is also some sort of stress. I stressed out when I first touched the car, seriously. When I first started it, I sighed. And I told my bro "Man, I'm stressed already!". Wells, someday I'll post the picture of my car. And the plate number is SAA 3265 R. It seems alrite to me. And the "R" meant something to me, which is "Retro". Hahahaha, I dunno what happened to me, but I just love retro these days.
Angela told me that Chef Ed is not teaching us next semester? Why? When I start liking his lectures. Although he once insulted me and almost made me cry, but he's still is the most cartoon like chef around. And we're gonna have a new chef, which is much more strict?!?!!?!?!!? Oh gosh! Speaking of him, I still need to know what surprise he wants to give me, hmmm....
Chatted with Bryan last few days, the conversation was really long. We bitched about so many people. The good and the bad, which turns out super fun. Sometimes it's really fun to be mean and bitchy. Talked about sluts. Hahahaha, and figuring out if that "person" is still a virgin or not. xD. And after that, we skipped the subject, and talked about sex education. And you know what, Sex Education is very different if compared to Porn.
Pornography makes you "horny?" while sex education makes you want to puke. And I was talking about sex education when I'm having my dinner. Which is very hard to swallow the food.
Went to my aunt's karaoke competition last night, even though I was super tired. You will be surprised to see that the old aunties and uncles dressed up even more detailed than us young people. I went there with a Tee and jeans together with flip-flops and my nails were totally undone. They, on the other hand, dressed up with glittering dresses, really really high heels, made up hairs, some even have glittery powder. Haha, maybe this competition is prom to those people. And Aunt Jenny got consolation prize in the competition, which is not bad, because this was the first time she entered a karaoke competition, and I'm gonna congratulate her for her bravery of going up on stage and sing. If it was me? xD
Oh, maybe I'll add in some of the work stories these few days. Today is my third day actually. The first day is very tiring, because I don't know what to do, because I'm working in the new department. But I got familiar by the second day. There are so many new staffs there, and they thought I was a new staff too, which is alrite for me. But I just gotta bitch about Sarif. He's one of the stupidest person I've ever known. I don't know how he did that, but he's really dumb! I know he and the transexual hate me, and always back stab me, which I know, super obvious! And the transexual is in another department, which is like a super relief to me. Remember how I cursed him? Crap. Well, Sarif phoned that fag and I was like just a meter away from him, and he started bitching about me, saying my name and calling my nicknames all that. And I'm smiling there =) It doesn't hurt me anymore, I really don't want to care about all those anymore, because you know why? Something made me happy and float me up to 7th heaven.
One more stupid thing is, he's soooooo bad in Math, he thought he lost the cashier money, and I have to explain to him about "Math Solution" for the 1000th time. And he still is stressing it even though it's nothing at all. Sheeeshhh..Am I glad I'm just working there for just 5 days.
And there's this girl there, I don't know if she's lazy or that's the way she is. We are super busy today, and I was rushing here and there, running around like crazy, carrying things all the time. And you know, she has to serve this 2 glasses of drinks, and she carries them 1 at a time. Which really makes me want to really cry T.T. And she doesn't walk properly, it's like she had heavy humping the night before, and hurt her leg muscles or something, walking slowly, strolling. Imagine that. Maybe kids don't understand my "mean-i-ness". Makes me really want to shove her away from behind.
Went grocery shopping at Giant just now, bought 2 cute socks. One is striped, and the other one is with Ultraman! Cool huh? hehe
Well, maybe I'll stop here, and maybe do some blog test first.
| You Have Low Self Esteem 48% of the Time |
 While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues. It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself! |
| You Are Likely an Only Child |
 At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated. At work and school, you do best when you're organizing. When you love someone, you tend to worry about them. In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic. Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management. You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books. |
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 9:49 PM,
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LISTEN
Monday, August 27, 2007
I am so in love with this song. Listen-Beyonce Knowles, from the movie Dreamgirls. It is so emotional. I love it. So powerful. Maybe I'll post the lyrics of it. Yeah, I will.
If you have a chance to listen to this song, Indulge in it!!
Check out my editting skills~ XD These were the ones I did last year.
OOhOOOh, I felt so proud of myself! =D
And these were the ones I did last night.
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posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 8:43 PM,
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Breathing
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Just finished the pasta and also done editting some pictures. Finally, I'm so so so ready to blog. Whew, it's been a long time since I really did some good blogging. And today, since I'm in a mood, let's get started.
Exam just finished like last Tuesday (21st). That day was the day when I had my Kitchen Practical exam and that was the day when he left. Sigh. I miss him so badly.
So overall, exam seemed pretty okay to me. All I want is just pass my passing mark and just get ready for 2nd semester. That's all. Is that too much, God?
So yeah, previously I said that I'm helping my mom do some pasta sauce. And by helping, I thought it was me assisting my mom. Instead, it was me doing everything, and mom watching her Korean drama. =.= Such thoughts. The sauce came out, erm.........Let's just say, I'm lucky I'm not dead.
Been browsing Friendster lately, Shau Tenk told me somebody's pictures are yucky, well, they surely do. Haha, if you wanna talk to the SS Queen, come to me, my dear, I can give you some helpful pointers. And for God's sake, change your title, No! You are not cute at all, Bla bla bla...Do some editting too, on your pimples, they are so huge, I feel like erasing them with just the editting eraser!!!
And speaking of editting, yeah, I'll show you some editting I did. They are kinda sucky, because my PHOTOSHOP SKILLS ARE BEGINNING TO BECOME VERY LOUSY!!!!!! I'm gonna cry, I looked back at those images I editted last year, I just want to cry, how is that I'm becoming worse??? T.T I really need to buy "photoshop for Idiots" book now. I don't care, I must improve my skills by two months!!!!
ARRRGHHHH This holiday sucks!!! I am sooo boring, I'm broke, can't go out. Blahhh..All I did was computer, sleep, TV and eat. And now I'm having a headache on my right brain.
Oh wells, here are the pictures
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 4:11 PM,
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Infatuation
Humphhh, I promise I'll update my blog the next time I touch the computer!
Right now, I need to help mom do some pasta sauce for dinner later..
Ciao
PROMISE PROMISE >.<
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 12:04 PM,
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this is good
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 8:15 PM,
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Upgrade
Saturday, August 18, 2007
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 8:55 PM,
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Sometimes I believe in astrology
Friday, August 10, 2007
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 7:48 PM,
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It all just goes so fast
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Today is not a good day for me. I almost got hit by cars twice in the morning. I was very dazed and sleepy, and I don't really know what I'm doing. At that time, I was thinking, let them hit me and just let me die. But, in the afternoon, something changed that thought. Such sad news, and it all just goes so fast...
I knew this girl, Christine Tang when I was in Junior 1. She was the class monitor. She's this small girl, with a pretty and cute face. She's adorable to everybody. But she transfered school just after a few months and went to Tshung Tsin.
Then at Junior 2, when a whole group of us were on our way to my house, coz we were going out, we saw her outside her school (her school is near my house). We saw her carrying boxes with an adult (her aunt I supposed). And we asked how's she doing. And coincidently, that day was the last day she was in Tshung Tsin, coz she's moving back to her hometown in Lawas.
And from that moment, we never heard of her. Maybe some of our classmates still were in contact with her. But until today, that I got her news. She passed away yesterday from an accident. This caused shock to everyone who got the news, inclusive of me. This is just a shock shock shock. That's all I'm feeling now.
I feel sorry for her family and friends and send my condolences to them. I pray that she's resting in peace and in God's hands.
And to all of you, seize every moment in your life, because, who knows, the slightest wrong move you make, will bring you serious accidents or deaths. Be careful in what you do, and don't do the wrong thing. Don't rebel anything that is meant to save your life. Love every moment of your life and look after yourself.
And may God bless you. Amen.
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 7:04 PM,
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Stop the fucking ringing in my ears!
Monday, August 6, 2007
I'm so sick of some certain people. Criteria: posting that you're studying in your nick on AIM/MSN. What's up with that? Do we really need to know that you're studying? I admit it, I did that before, and found out that idea is very freaking dumb. I asked some people, why must post that? They said, so that people wouldn't disturb them. Well, if you don't want people don't disturb you, why don't you just not online. There are also people who did this just to freak me out. Just because they saw that I'm online, they purposely changed the nick just to show me that they are studying. What the fuck is wrong with that? I'm not freaked, okay? It's not a big deal to me if you're studying. What's a big deal to you is that I'm gonna win you, so don't ever aim me as your target. (I'm being vain, coz I'm fucking mad). Well, fine! Next time I'll post that I'm studying and blowing my brains out so that I can get top 1 and be the smartest ass person in college or whatever. NOT!
I don't understand what's the fuss with all the nicknames around. Just because I posted something vulgar/angry/obscene/whatever, doesn't mean I'm feeling that. It's just fun having to post such words. No offend to those who cared for me. I still love those who cared for me. But, there's no limit in my nick and so be it. If you're really my true friend, you know what to do.!
Exam is coming, you think I'm not freaking out? Seriously, only those who doesn't care is not freaking out. It's just that I'm not prepared for this. sigh. I need to make it, so those fuckers will really respect me.!
BAH! I really hate that HOZIMING!! Fucking bastard. I thought he's a quiet guy, nothing much and all that. And he ended up bitching about me to Aizhen. Fuck him fuck him. How dare he simply just put words into my mouth and just do that!!?!!?? For those who are confused with what I'm saying, no, it's not a guy I like or liked. He's such a weirdo and such a bitch. I'm gonna curse him and scold him tomorrow in class. I guess when you're a good person, you don't get much reward for being a good person. Instead, you got bitched. Double sigh. Friends, my arse! Such fakers fakers fakers. I need to stick something into his ass like what they do to females in the "hukuman sula". He's gonna enjoy it.!
SOHAT Nite happened on last Friday evening. Things are pretty well. Everyone got off their lazy ass and really made themselves look pretty. Here's prove!
Sheena is so gorgeous!
And, I'm finally Simpsonized!!!!!
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 8:59 PM,
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U got style
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
1st of August, 16 days since I last blog, I'm one hell of a lazy person. Hehehe
So happy today, whatever shittiness today just got deleted right out of my head, because my computer's back!! Yahoo
Speaking of shizz, stupid pilak at the bus thinks he's so capable of being a womanizer, sat next to me and keep squeeshing to my seat. pfft. If only this country allows weapons.
Ah, and the presentation today. Why only ask me history stuffs? Not fair, k?
Agagaga...this is gonna be a short one. Coz I'm out now
posted by Xia XY - My Blahs @ 10:41 PM,
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